I always thought that when I, uh… How do parents go on when they lose a child? You know, when I would see that stuff on the news, I’d shut it off, ‘cause it was just too horrible to think, but I would always think: how do they wake up every day? I mean, how do they breathe? But you do wake up. And for just a second, you forget. And then… oh, you remember. And it’s like getting that call again… and again, every time. You don’t get to stop waking up.